I don't know what it is, maybe the dark days before christmas.. maybe my insomnia for over three weeks now.. but I haven't been feeling like myself the last few days. I am usual a very active, all over the place, singing-talking-dancing-happy girl but this hasn't been the case lately. Today I woke up and realised that I don't wanna live in the past or thinking "what might have been". I want to be positive and I will focus on all the good stuff instead of putting all my energy into the bad. There will always be times of struggle and someone saying something randomly mean to you, but there will be more people saying nice things and more times that are good so it would be such a waste if we didn't just focus on that and let all the bad stuff pass us by!